Oh~ please dont do this to me~
>>September 10, 2008
>>00:40
its been three damn days…
dunno why i’m feelin this crap.
Rasanya udah nggak mau ngerasain kaya begini lagi, tapi kok ya perasaan ini dateng to yaaa~~
Saat hal itu terjadi, kamu sampe jungkir jumpalik, nyangkal dan bilang “ENGGAK!”.
Even the whole world said yes, some people who believed you, said no.
As you said.
They stand behind you and defend you to death.
And no matter how time is running,
when the world always goes back to that moment, dig it up, blow it up, and talk about it as you’re the worst person in universe,
People who cares about you would always there to stand up for you.
Coz they believe you..
Coz they what?
Yes, they believe you.
They hate to see you hurt.
They hate people who hurted you
Well, maybe i was wrong, coz i dunno the truth.
The [blurry] picture can say a thousand stories
And i hope the one i had in mind wasnt the right story…
I started to feel like an idiot, refuse-to-believe that you were with ‘that person’ in a photo.
Even just a photo.
An ordinary photo in an ordinary situation,
‘that person’ who hurted you.
Even time changes, even feeling too,
But i happen to hate that person already.
So my dear Mr. Tall, please write something about it,
I started to miss you after these months of no-update blog.
I started to be in a far distance, not knowing what you were up to and everything.
And its just sad, knowing ‘you’ from other’s people’s blog.
But please…
Dont destroy what i believe in.
Just please, dont…
Coz i dont wanna feel that anymore…
Even if you do, you just put urself to the situation when people would say:
“So, what’s the point of denying when now you actually going out with that person??”
i just wanna keep you good coz you are trully a nice guy.
So this is really a-so-called-love??
Coz the fact is that this feeling wont go away since the day i know him.
Other fact; there were NO evidence whatsoever to actually say that ‘the person’ on the picture was ‘that person’ i had in mind. (>___<)”
