Actually, i dont even know WHY i’m writing this blog…
yes, just shout me crazy and whatever,
i just really need to say what’s on my minds now.
well, it might be turns out sarcasm as someone named Scott Moffatt might say, but …. ugh, whatever~
lately. i’ve been so bored living in an orphanage house.
i wish i could moved to the new house myself.
but the place for work is gonna be far from there.
and somehow, i dont think i can grip myself together alone.
ya know, i can really become ‘unreliable’ when it comes to the time-table.
if i couldnt get my ass up in the morning, i’ll be late for work and no one’s gonna wake me up.
so, i’m trying to not-selfishly-blaming this to others, (coz i know, the people i’m talking about COULD BE reading this post) but the atmosphere of the house isnt flowing so nice lately.
i cant really say that “I AM SOOOOO FED UP!” while my Mom is probably more than that. i know there are so many things on her mind that surely bring her down.
but hey, people!
would you mind to be just a lil bit CONSIDERATE by NOT COUSING ANY TROUBLE???!!!
my Mom’s life is already FULL of thinkin-for-others-problem and still you guys MAKE another TROUBLE!!
“GAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!”
why cant i shout like that???
so i have to go to the sea and just shout it out??
its on my lungs and i just need to let it out.
this morning, i send text to my best friend, Mindhil.
she lives far, not knowing what i’m going through for awhile, but i hope she understand what i mean.
this morning,
i just need to get out from the house as soon as i could…
somehow, being outside the house is great, nee~
